one thing or another-CRAPola!!!

well, pulled one outta the booty in calc II. managed to squeeze out a B. i think the teacher helped me by a few points, like he didn't grade my final. anyway, that stress is now gone.

gotta phone call from that woman indicating that we have received mail stating that my school loans have defaulted and need to be paid. so much for squeaking through college one class at a time. need another course to not pay loan yet. stay at community college, $178 for 4 hr course. go to unt, and pay $793 for a 3 hr course. tough decision there. see how tomorrow's lottery numbers play out 1st. 445% over what i am paying now just to not pay a $100 month loan payment. i think not. highway robbery. either that or i take back the new panties that i bought for that woman. just one more thing to stress out about over the holidays. school or panties??? damnit!!!

plus, after this year, i am boycotting thanksgiving and christmas. no more people. this year has absolutely sucked ass. we have been nonstop for like 5 weeks now, with one more to go. presents for everyone and their freakin primo. that woman and i got into a huge blowup about buying gifts for my family, but for some reason i never brought up the fact that we always buy for everyone in her's family also. 6 people in my family to buy for including significant others, a niece, and a partridge in a pear tree. 12 in her family including significant others, nephews, grandparents. i am studying math right now, but this is no calculus, vector geometry, integral problem here. simple ratios. 12-6, aka 2-1. we buy twice as much for her side as mine. do i complain, hell no. why, i don't give a shit. buy them a present. christmas is the giving time of year. either give, don't give, or give equally. these last 2 months have been enough for me. i would be okay if these 2 holidays didn't exist next year.

so long fo now suckas!!!